A night like this is impossible to find

Morning. Again. I have a sudden thing to wake up early and post in the morning nowadays for some reason. Aha. I don't know why but that's me. I am blank right now, BLANK. I had a dream last night. I can't remember the last time I dreamed and actually remembered it. You know how when you wake up your dream is completely erased from your memory- no matter how good or bad or fairytale-like your dream is. Annoying much? Anyway, last night's dream I remember. And it was stupid, mind you.

Gah. I feel like crap.

You know what. I'm going to clear out my room. Mm yeah, I'm going to do that once I'm done posting this. Why, you may ask- because clearing out my room, getting rid of everything, makes me feel good about myself :D Weird, I know.

Ohoh. And I'm going to read through my oh so long list of dreams that I wrote one day. No actually, scratch that. I won't read it 'cause that'll remind me of the hundreds things I want to do so badly and yet am so far away from doing it. Gaaah. Don't you wish everything you wanted was within your reach? Not that I don't have everything I want right now, but still.

Well, it's still early in the morning and I have other things to do- like apologize to someone, for something that I have forgotten to do. But not on purpose! I didn't forget on purpose. But- I don't think that someone cares whether I forgot on purpose or not- I still forgot.

OMG Shanni. What the eff is wrong with you? Wake up and get your head out of this dream.

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Okay, okay.
I'm awake.

PS. I've got undone tags to do. I'll get to it later. Right now, I want to cry (:
No I'm not going to cry. I'm going to- what was it, again? Clear my room?- yeah, clear my room.
See you when I see you. (: