I never liked the overly stressed out feeling. You know, the one that makes you want to tear your hair out. The one that makes you want to grab your pillow and scream ever so loudly into it. The one that just shuts every other emotion out except for anger and frustration. Yes, that feeling. It sucks, mind you.
Can I just vent out all my frustration here? Just for now, please. Forgive and excuse me for this.
Okay, firstly, I know I said I really don't care about what I'm going to do for my birthday. I mean, how coincidental is it that our finals happen to start on my birthday. So yeah, whatever. The fact that I have to go to school and sit for one paper or two on the 13th of October. Ah. Imagine just waking up and knowing that no one will bother that it's your birthday because- guess what? It's finals! Not that I'm asking for anyone to wish me or shower me with presents. I'm not. I'm just saying, it will kind of suck. No one will remember the 13th as 'Shanni's 14th birthday'. Everyone will call it 'the start of finals' or 'the start of PMR'. Well. Thanks.
Oh and to add on to that, I may not even go to school on my birthday. Yes. Want to know why? Hmm. Well, because my stupid stupid modern exam seems to be set on that date. OMG. How annoying is that? So on top of having to sit for my finals, I'm also going to have to sit for my modern exam on my birthday. Two exams, one day.
What. A. Joy.
Have I been that bad a girl to get all this thrown at me? I know, Bryan, that I said I don't care about it being my birthday and that it'll probably be a boring and dead one and that I didn't really mind but- still. It is my birthday. Gosh.
So yes, screw my birthday this year- I mean, that's what everyone is doing right?
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Okay, enough of that. A little dosage of anger and frustration is good for everyone once in a while (: Did I mention I'm in a phase where I love watching sad, old, fairytale-like romance movies right now? Hmm yeah. I think I did. Gosh. Seriously, tell me, wouldn't you die if anyone, just anyone looked at you like that? Anyone of the opposite sex, I mean. If someone of the same sex looked at me like that- I'd freak. So, yes, make a mental note of that.
Ohoh, and Maria owes me 4 bucks! :D Oh yes she does. 4 bucks and still counting. We made a deal you see. And I am suppose to be helping her get over a certain someone or snail rather (;and I'm making money in the process. Her idea. Entirely her bright idea. She is a real genius, now that you think about it.
I am so stuffed from eating poptarts and cupcakes with Maria's name all over. I don't think I could ever eat anything sweet like that again. (: No, scratch that, I can eat those all day long. Whee.
Okay. Someone's calling. I'm off to my room to erm- talk. Yeah.
See you, when I see you
(:
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Tagged by : The Cool, Kaname :D
1. Post a picture of yourself showing your awesomeness.
2. Have you ever hated anyone by looking at them? If yes, then explain why. If you dont know then do the penalty of tagging 10 people as opposed to 5 people.
Ah. Well, yeah sure. Everyone makes the honest mistake of judging people by their looks. you get what I mean. Sure, that's not the right thing to do but hey, we're in the 21st century. Nothing's right anymore.
3. If time travel was possible, and you stopped yourself from being born, therefore killing yourself, and you can say ONE thing to try and get your life back, what would it be?
I'd say, "I'm back, so deal with it."
:D
4. Name FIVE of your fears.
Lizards. Uhck. I can't stand them. Even the sight. Even if they are about 3 cm long and can't do shit to me- I just can't stand lizards. The dark, it gets scary sometimes. Horror movies. Scary-looking-red-nose clowns : / oh and being crushed, hurt. If you're a friend and you know what I've been through, then you get it.
5. Put your iTunes on shuffle and play five songs.
I'll Be - Edwin McCain
We Are One Tonight - Switchfoot
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
Not My Time - Three Doors Down
I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry
6. If right now you could buy two things that costs less than ten ringgit, what would it be?
Kinder Bueno chocolates and random coloured pens. What? I like stationery okay.
7. Right now, think of the title for an autobiography about yourself in fifty years.
Ichijho has made it :D
8. If you had a gun and infront of you stood fifteen babies and the gun is filled with venom, and next to you was your best friend, who do you shoot? If you shoot the friend, he dies instantly, if you shoot the babies, the venom spreads and kills them all. btw: you have to shoot someone, otherwise the venom leaks out of the gun and kills all of you.
Point it at a wall and shoot. Who in the right mind will kill babies or their best friend? Dude, that's just messed up.
9. Which power ranger is the coolest?
Not a fan x)
10. What is your favourite band
Boys Like Girls. Either that or Faber Drive.
11. What would you if your friend offers you drugs, but you reject him, then he forces it on you, but you resist, so he takes out a knife and you accidentally kill him?
I would- yeah, what Maria said- freak.
What kind of screwed up tag is this anyway? Can someone tell me?
12. Who would win in a fight in your opinion, Bruce Lee with his left leg ripped off or CHUCK NORRIS with his beard shaven off?
Ahaha. Chuck Norris.
13. Why did the chicken cross the road? IN YOUR OPINION
Where is the real point in this tag, really?
14. If you weren't a human, what would you wanna be?
Ooh, I'd be an eagle :D Don't ask.
15. Whats the best youtube video ever?
Right now- Nerimon HATES facebook.
TAG 5 PEOPLE :
Sheela
Elisa
Ky Lynn
Kim
Tiffany
