Thursday, August 7, 2008

I know what's at stake

I don't know why every little keeps getting on my nerves. God. It's like, it's so easy for me to get irritated with just about anything. I don't know what's gotten into me. Maybe it's you. I don't know.

Anyways. Exam's over. What a joy. Hah. I screwed it up so bad, I'll fail it for sure. Oh well. I didn't think I'd pass anyway, so- yeah :) At least it's over with. Thank you all for the good luck wishes. I suppose I sort of needed them. Though I'm not sure I put them to entirely good use but ah. It's over. I didn't do much today. Came home and stoned. Rather boring and dead day.

It's been raining since one this afternoon you know? Gosh. It was storming and the sky was so damn dark. I thought it would clear up soon but no. I fell asleep 'cause I was up till pretty late last night. And when I got up from my nap, guess what- it was still raining. I couldn't believe it. Then, I went out with my mom and sister for about an hour or two. And when I got home, yeah you can probably guess it- still raining. My God. I was wondering when the clouds would get exhausted and stop. I mean, it was nice that it rained seeing as the weather's been so hot the past few days. But when it rains for, what- six hours straight- no, that's just not how it's supposed to work. 

Right now, I've got this really angry thought in my head. And I just want to blog about it. Kinda like venting all my anger out here- it really helps, you know- but there's some part of me, some really odd part that's stopping me from doing it. Damn.