Monday, July 28, 2008

No nuts, no guts, no balls

Ah. I swear, time flies so fast. Every time you want to cherish a moment, it passes so quickly that in the end, you're only imagining it. How sad is that? I have nothing much to say about today. Today was kind of boring. Nothing much we did. Oh except, art class was da bomb alright :D Hafiz wasn't in class, I don't know where he was. So we had an hour free. In the art room we found these odd looking masks on the table. There was one of the Hulk, Batman, CatWoman, Mr Bean, Hellboy and God knows what else. Hah. So, us being us, we put it on. Sonn wore the Mr Bean one and was dancing around the room. Did someone take a video? I hope someone did. It was priceless and something we'd never see again. Weng Yan has all the pictures. When she uploads them, I'll get them. x)

Other than that, Maria & I spent the rest of art wandering around. I had to get my knee wrapped because it is so damn painful. I don't know what's up with me but the pain is excruciating. I can't even began to describe it. When we came to a certain corridor, I told her about someone I know. Ahem. I'm sorry, I'm not their name down. Utter humiliation for both themselves and us :D So anyway- she didn't know who this person was, so I decided to show her. 

The conversation was a really quick one and sorta went like this-

MariaShanni

Where? Where?
There, in this class.
You know him right?
Yeah, why?
Wave at him or something.
Are you freakin' insane?!
-remains silent-
Okay, okay, there.
Where?
There. Right at the back, center, glasses, white bottle on the table.
-looks and we scramble and run away laughing- 

I said those words so fast, I'm surprised she managed to catch my description of whoever. Haha. We couldn't stop laughing for about five whole minutes. Then, the next thing we know, we  were in front of 'ahem's' class. If you know us well- okay no, scratch that- if you Maria well, you'd know who I'm talking about ;D

I admit, what I did next was a very very stupid thing to do and we could've gotten caught. Imagine if someone walked out that door Maria! And it wasn't even you who was doing it, it was ME! (: Anyways, you owe me big time. 

We had our first Stunners '09 practice today. Kinda odd. My knee was being a bitch but whatever. It's all swollen up. Yet again. God. It's getting so sickening, you know. Dee, KyLynn & I were talking, and you know how we may not be here next year. I mean, the chance of us going abroad was 75 to 25, the chance of us staying in KDU. So we were wondering what exactly we were doing at practice. Hmm. Now that I think about it, I have no idea what I was doing there either but oh well. All for cheer. All for Stunners.

I know it's early but I'm exhausted. Slept late last night, talking to blah and reading. Ah, I never get bored. Haha. I'll go for now. 

Ohoh, Kim's back you guys! 
Kim's back! 
I have so much to tell you Kim!
;D

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What I'm feeling right this moment- is exactly this. I don't expect you to understand it. Any of it. But just hear me out okay, because I can't find the right words to say. This is the only way I can put it.

Wish You Were
Kate Voegele

Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am, a utopian citizen
Still convinced there's no such thing as idealism

Memories they're following me like a shadow now
And I'm dreaming 
And I've already suffered the fever of disbelief

I've seen your act
And I know all the facts
I'm still in love with who I wish you were 
It ain't hard to see
Who you are underneath
I'm still in love with who I wish you were
And I wish you were here

I was true as the sky is blue
I couldn't soon say the same for you
So now I find denial in my eyes
I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind

Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart
For what it is
Cause I don't want to keep on believing in illusions

[Chorus]

Sometimes I can't explain
And I'm so sorry that I can't
I'll try to concentrate
On your true identity

[Chorus]


There. Like I said, I don't expect you to understand a single word of it.
<3