I really want to kick it with you

Gah. Today's performance sucked. Ms Foo was pissed off. I don't really want to blog about it. Everyone was really moody and what not. Especially him. God. A lot of the cheerleaders went home after the performance. I wanted to too but I had to stay in school. Everything brightened up after our lunch break though. Well, sort of. I mean, we were talking again. And I was a bit high. Laughing out loud for no absolute reason. Well. It was better than being all down and unhappy.

So, I thought things were okay between us. I thought you changed your mind. I was happy actually. But now, the mood swings are starting again and it's back. The cold shoulder that you're giving, or I'm giving you, whichever way. Same difference. Ahh. I don't know how to say this. It's already complicated and I'm confused. :/ And I really don't like being confused. It makes me feel so lost and out of this world. I tried talking but you wouldn't say a thing. If you're going to be like that, how exactly do you want me to understand. Whether it's working or it's not, I still do need to know. I'm in the shadows right now and I need to get out quickly, only you can save me.