I know a few who aren't gonna let the pressure get them down

I really don't fancy the idea of blogging twice but I have to. You know the past few days, I've felt great. I thought everything was getting back to normal. And it was. I was so sure of it. I still am actually. I think you want it more than I do, which is a lot to say, considering the fact that I want it a whole lot. Anyways, like I said, I've been feeling great. 

Up until now that is. I feel- not bad- but disappointed. Okay. You know what, let's cut to the chase. My supposedly support system has definitely let me down. Ouch. It hurts, but it's not the worse pain I've endured. So, I'm managing fine. Or at least I think so. Right now, I'm doing okay. By midnight, maybe I'll feel slightly worse. Tomorrow morning, I think I'll feel sick. 

But if you're still talking to me, then I think things would be fine. 

By support system, I don't mean Maria, Sarah, Weng Yan et cetera et cetera..

I love you girls, for absolutely everything.

I mean, someone else.

Someone I'd never thought capable of letting me down. 

Damn, I'm going insane.