Anyway, you what the funny thing is? You know how everyone is saying that season 5 of OTH is really sad in a way and that the end up crying for most of the show. And normally right, when someone's crying they're sad- or in this case the show's saddening and so they cry. That's correct, right? Well, I happen to be different. I didn't cry because some scenes in the show was so sad. No. The sad scenes in the show didn't make me cry. It was the happy one that did. I don't know why. Gosh. I need to get a hold of myself.
Fast forward.
School was fine. I had a bad headache so I don't remember much of what happened today. What I do remember is a conversation that Maria, Weng Yan, Sarah, Car & I after school. The five of us were waiting for our rides at the waiting area. It was pretty deserted. Only the bunch of us and err someone else. Anyway. One topic led to another and we ended up talking about how we wanted to frame 'his' head and hang it on my wall. ;)
MariaShanniWengYanCarSarah
We should like, you know salt it and stuff.
Yeah, preserve it.
So it doesn't rot. Ice it, freeze it, salt it.
Haha.
Imagine this, if I went up to my mom and was like, 'Mommy, do you want to see 'blabla'?' She'd be like, 'Yeah sure. Is there a picture?' And I'd be like, 'No, here he is.' Hah!
Yeah, just take the head out of your bag.
I'd go, 'Mom look, it's 3 dimensional!'
I think we're freaking Carmen out.
No actually I can picture it.
Thank God you're not in our class.
Thank God Carmen you're not a guy.
:D
Okay. I know that sounds utterly morbid and I do apologize but that's just the conversation we were having. And I have to say, I enjoyed that conversation because it kept my mind focused on something else other than what it's been so focused on lately. So, thank you babes.
Oh and by the way, the word 'blabla' there was just someone's name. We mean nothing by it. Honest to God x)
I'm suppose to go for ballet not. But my knee's being a b*tch again. It's all swelled up. Oh speaking of swelling up. Here's another funny conversation I had earlier.
MariaShanni
What the heck did you do to your knee?
I don't know, it's swollen.
-blank stare-
Oh right. Well, I was trying to think of the simplest most possible way to hurt myself and since I didn't have any guts to cut myself, I slammed my knee into the door.
Oh what? Like this?
-mocks me-
Very funny.
Hmm. Now that really isn't true. I wasn't slamming my knee into the door to hurt myself. Only Maria thinks I'd do that. Seriously. I don't know why it's swollen but I do know it hurts. Even to walk. So, ballet is out of the question for me today. My teacher will have my head, I swear. Please don't kill me, Ai Hong. Please don't kill me.
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Can I just say one thing? I'm really sick and tired of everything. I'm sick of hearing different lies and I'm tired of feeling devastated every time I hear a new one. So, can this just stop? Please. I'm not asking for anything, but for this is stop. And you- yes you- don't touch us. It's very inappropriate and we've been trying to say that but I don't think you've gotten the message.
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Sorry Ai Hong. :/
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Oh oh, and if you read someone's blog- I'm going to mention any names- , it says something about 'Couples Season'. I think she's right. And I'm glad to say I'm not a part of it and maybe sometimes I do feel a bit bitter about it, but hey, I'm already getting used to it. So, all in all, I think I'm surviving okay. I just need my best friends and I'm fine. <3
