Fitch, cheer up please. I don't know what's bothering. Is it because everyone has their own problems and it seems to revolve around their other half? You know I love you to the tiniest bits. more than I love anyone else. What is up with everyone? Okay, you can all blame me. I know I was being a real sad bitch on Wednesday and honestly, I still am but I'm trying not to be. ): Please brighten up babe.
So, today wasn't any better than any other day of this week. The cheerleaders were practicing for tomorrow's performance by the swimming pool. Hah. During most of Science, I stared blankly out the window and watched them. It was amusing. I kept laughing. Classes sucked today. Weng Yan and her own problems. Maria needs sleep. Jade and god knows what. I think the only sane person around us right now is Celine. And thank god for her. Otherwise I swear we'd all be irritable, whiny brats by now. Gosh.
I was just thinking about things in the car just now. And I realised that it's been a week since everything was almost perfect. It makes me sad everytime I think about it. I wish things were like they were before. But no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to make things okay. It bothers me but most of all, I know it bothers him. As much as I want to believe every word he says, I don't know whether I can. Ahh, this really does suck.
Maria sweetie, you want your edward cullen.
It's different for me.
I want my edward cullen back.
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Tagged by my fitch. <3
Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habit/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird habits/things/little known habits as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.
1. I've been heartbroken before.
2. I think my best friend's boyfriend is good looking.
3. I've been sleeping a lot for the past few days to take my mind off things. I swear it helps.
4. I think I'm losing my mind.
5. I bite my nails and my palms sweat when I get nervous.
6. I think Chase Crawford is flawless.
7. I am very confused.
8. Because of certain things, I happen to have run out of tears to cry. And that makes me very, very dehydrated.
9. I like sweets.
10. Unlike you, I want my Edward Cullen back.
I'm too lazy and I'm not in the mood to come up with a short post to support all those above. Just read those. If you're really close to me and understand what's going on, then good. Then you'll know exactly what I'm talking about. If you're not close to me, well then. Go figure ;D
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What curse do you use?
Damn. It's not really a curse but it's what I always say.
What are you listening to now?
Dark Blue - Jack's Mannequin
Who is the person you talk to the most?
My fitch. Thank you for listening to all my crap.
What time is your alarm clock set?
Right now, at 7 tmrw morning.
Do you wear flipflops when it's cold?
Yeah. I mean, I have before.
Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
Hmm.
What was the last movie you watched?
Hulk 2.
Do any of your friends have children?
Nope.
Has anyone ever called you lazy?
You think? Of course.
Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
Never.
What CD is in your CD player?
It's all in my iPod.
Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
Chocolate (:
Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Ooh yes.
When was the last time you went to Starbucks?
Gosh, weeks ago.
Can you whistle?
I used to be able to!
Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
Yes, all the time.
Did you watch cartoons as a child?
Same answer as above.
What movie do you know every line to?
Mean Girls. Only because Maria recites them all the time. ;)
Do you own any brand t-shirts?
One or two.
Is anyone in love with you?
I can't answer that. I don't know.
Do you do your own dishes?
I did one. Not anymore. Haha.
Ever cry in public?
Yes. Even if I try not to.
Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop?
Both.
Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
I want to piece another hole in my ears.
What's the weather like?
Cold, dark. Lonely.
Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
I don't think so. Hah. No offense though.
What did you do before this?
Had dinner.
When was the last time you slept on the couch?
Just a few hours ago.
How many hours of sleep do you need to functions properly?
Eight? Ten?
Do you eat breakfast daily?
Sometimes.
Are your days full and fast-paced?
The past week, yeah.
Do you pay attention to the calories you eat in food?
Ehh, no.
Do you use sarcasm?
Yes. All the time.
Are you picky about spelling and grammar?
Hmm, yeah you could say that.
Have you ever been to six flags?
That's an amusement park isn't it?
Do you get along better with the same sex or the opposite sex?
That depends.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Hah. No.
Do you sleep on your side or back?
Side.
Do you watch the news?
Not really.
One of your scars, how'd you get it?
That's a secret ;)
Who was the last person to make you cry?
God. You. Though you don't know it.
Do you like anybody?
Yeah.
How's the survey?
It kills time.
Now tag 5 people.
Demie.
Ky Lynn.
Megan.
Elisa.
Emms.
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