That's what I do every night

You're the last thought in my head before I sleep,

And the first in the morning when I wake up.

<3

I like the red water that comes out

Meet- US :D

Shanni Salad Fingers

Maria Marjory Stewart-Baxter

Chien Teng Jeremy Fisher.

Jia Shern Hubert Cumberdale

Bahaha. Okay. This is a personal slash inside joke between the four of us. It's so retarded, it'll make you roll your eyes and ignore us. Damn. I shouldn't have deleted out conversations. I will put them here the next time we have one. Which will probably be later tonight. Heh. It's so stupid. Jia Shern is the official King Of Freaks. He just has problems admitting it. You have issues, Hubert. Psh. 

'... somewhere over the rainbow.'

'... i've got a fish cooking in the over but I just can't reach it.'

Oh. Oh. Did I mention that each one of the three of them have different tastes? Yes, they do.

Marjory tastes like sunshine dust.

And Hubert tastes like soot and poo! It makes you cry, really.

And Jeremy taste like- God know what. But it's probably not very good :P

Tee hee. 

Oh geez. We are freaks. : /

Somewhere only we know

You all know Demie right, right? (: Stupid question. I know you do. Anyway, she thoroughly insists that I do a 'Dear Demie' post for her. Me being me, gave in and decided to be nice so here I am. I have no idea what I am suppose to write about in this odd letter slash note to her but here goes. 

Dear D E M I E,

I don't know what you expect me to say here but don't kill me if this wasn't what you wanted :D

Erm. Wait, hold that thought, did you want me to do this because you're expecting an apology- is that what this is about? Boohoo Demie (:

Anyway, I am sorry for erm- let's see. Ooh. I am sorry for saying that I'd call you back after dinner but I didn't call you back. I was doing God knows what. Tee hee. But yes, I sincerely apologize. Okay, you can't see me now but I am rolling my eyes x)

Nyahaha. What else, Dems?! What else?!

Ahh. Dah laa. There. You're 'Dear Demie' post. Hope you like it.

Love you monyet.

xx.

The world keeps spinning round and round

I guess I owe you an apology. 

Dear M A R I A,

I am so so sorry I didn't come to school. I didn't know the date. I completely forgot today was the 10th. I haven't written down the date in like, ages. SORRY!

I will make it up to you. 

You can't hate me ;P nyahaha

I've done so much for you, you just have to love me.

1. I took his locker name for you.

2. I listened VERY, VERY patiently as you droned on and on about him.

3. I played Jason Mraz with you!

4. I went for High School Musical On Ice with you.

5. I bought you cake.

6. Your card is sitting on my shelf.

7. I have your picture as my display picture.

8. I'm your bitch (;

9. I took a picture of -blank- and now that picture is in YOUR PHONE!

10. .. I can go on, you know.

Anyhow, you love me, I love you, everything's settled? Kay. Good. Now, we can both get on with our oh so boring lives. You , alone in school. And me, alone at home. Oh, how an eventful way to spend our 'anniversary'. 

Love you, biitch.

Dear B R Y A N,

I'm sorry I didn't go to school and personally pass you the jersey.

Forgive me.

Aha.

++

I've made a lot of mistakes. But today, I feel so bad. I don't know if it's the mood swings or what not. 

But today is definitely crap. Thank you for putting up with me. 

You guys are one in a million. 

I don't know how you do it but I love you. Thank you.

(:

[Ediiit]

I've got a new Hairspray craze. I've got all the songs in that one soundtrack stuck in my head and it is driving me nuts. I think I'm just going to sit her and rot away and die. Aha. Now, you'd like that, wouldn't you? I'm being random because of mood swings so- Zac Efron is so hot, OMG. His eyes- so blue. My lunch today was two slice of white bread with ham. I hate my current phone- I want my old one back. Matt, Lam, I want pictures! Oh and I just remembered, SPM officially starts tmr. Crap. All the best fellow form 5's. My sister is so dead. Jia Shern made me watch this sadistic, eerie youtube video last night- I'm surprised I didn't have nightmares and slept right through the night. Bryan, I'm still grounded (: I am grounded- don't know by who, don't know till when, don't know why. All I know is I can't leave the house. Oh, but I just left the house last night to walk to Curve. Does that still mean I'm grounded? Hmm. This just doesn't make sense, does it? 

I'm insane. 

OMG.

++

I miss us. Inter-Foundation ballet & Inter tap: Class 2008.

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Tagged by Nicole

1. Who are you?
Shanni

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Why can't I have both? (:

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
I don't, normally.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
That depends- on a lot of things.

5. How many babies do you want?
I haven't decided. Haha.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. 

7. Wha t is your goal for this year?
Finish Inter ballet in a year.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Erm, what?

9. What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (List 10)
You

You

You

You

You

You

You

You

You

You

10. What feeling do you love most?
The feeling after a nice, hot shower :D

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Trust and to never think I'm insane no matter what I say.

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?
-blank-

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I try to. 

14. What does flying mean to you?
Flying is when you're completely free. Free of everything- all your worries, all your doubts. Just everything. It's the most carefree feeling in the world and you can never get sick of it (:

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
Chocolate cheesecake.

16. Who's hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
Chace Crawford is flawless (;

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Nicole : lives life her own way :D

18. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Erm. I don't know. What do you do to make yourself happy?

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
I'd rewind to the start of this eventful year. For a lot of reasons- good and bad, both.

20. What are your fear(s)?
Loud, sudden noises.

Ghosts.

Haunted houses.

Lizards.

Cockroaches.

Annoying, flying, buzzing things.

Instructions:
Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Lee Kitt Mun

Liew Demie

Saw Mei Yi

Tan KyLynn

Sheela Ratnam

Megan Chin

Sarah Nadira

Tash

Kiss me, like you mean it

Just a random tag I got from Dine's blog.

Hi, my name is: Shanni

But you can call me: whatever you usually do.

Never in my life have I: been on a cruise.

The one person who can drive me nuts is: my sister.

My high school is: like nothing I could've ever imagined.

When I’m nervous: I bit my lip and my nails.

The last song I listened to was: 'I Want You' by Third Eye Blind.

If I were to get married right now it would be to: the perfect guy.

My hair: is a lot longer than it was the beginning of this eventful year.

When I was 4: I had sleepovers with my best friend :D

Last Christmas: I got a Sudoku book from my aunt.

I should be: going out rather than sitting here.

When I look down I see: Desperate Housewives Season 4 (: nyeh.

The happiest recent moment was: simply talking to you.

If I were a character on ‘Friends’: I would be Phoebe. So carefree she is.

I have a hard time understanding: boys.

There are these girls: whom I've known since I was two and I still love them so.

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: my sister.

I want to buy: a new acoustic guitar.

Where do you plan to go during Chinese New Year?: Right where I am now.

If you spent the night at my house: we'd be up all night watching Friends reruns. x)

The world could do better without: a whole lot of things.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: new black pencil eyeliner.

Most recent thing someone else bought me: a red rose.

My middle name is: blah.

In the morning I: never say things that make any sense.

Last night I: stayed up, surfing the net.

There’s this guy I know: whom I think about all the time.

If I was an animal I’d be an: eagle. 

A better name for me would be: I like my name actually.

Tomorrow I am: going to school. Joy.

Tonight I feel: great but tired and bored in a way.

My birthday is: sometime in October. Go figure.

Feel free, whoever who wants to do this. It kills time, really. 

Take my word for it.

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[Ediiit]

Calista tagged me, too. Thank you (: You make me happy by just giving me something to do.

Tee hee.

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the next one/two/three sentences.
5. Tag five people.

The nearest book to me is the one I'm reading: 'The Cupid Effect' by Dorothy Koomson. It's a really erm- how do I put it- a not entirely captivating and interesting book but what the hell.

'Up, to lads who wanted sex on week nights, who didn't tuck their jumpers into their trousers and who could watch telly in silence for a little bit.

Except, it didn't work like that.

The blokes I met were after a free therapist or were psychopaths.

It was on or the other, nothing in between.'

I tag:
; Maria Liyana

; Mei Yi

; Demie

; Chien Teng

; Sonia

Take one step back and relax

Okay. Let's just say today was a more productive day than yesterday was. And to quote that, I finished Desperate Housewives Season 4. It is so good. You have to watch it. If you have a great sense of humour, then I swear it'll make you laugh. (:

Okay. I suppose today wasn't as productive as I claim it to be, but hey, it was a way better day than it was yesterday. I'm out.

Well, did you hear me say?

Okay. I'm a bit bored and lifeless right now. Excuse me. But seriously, there is absolutely nothing to do here. Godddd. The only thing one can do right now to kill time is sleep. And apparently, sleeping a lot makes your brain inactive. Lam told me that. So, sleeping's scratched out of the list. 

Want to know what I've been doing the entire day?

Don't scream at me if this bores you entirely. Like I said, excuse me :D

I watched Obama's amazingly, unbelievable victory speech.

I watched Vanessa Hudgens talk about how Zac Efron is a good kisser on Ellen DeGeneres.

I watched Taylor Swift talk about her break up with Joe Jonas on Ellen DeGeneres.

I watched Third Eye Blind's music video of 'Semi-Charmed Life'.

I watched numerous Jim Carrey Saturday Night Live comedies.

I watched the 'Just Stand Up' live performance.

I looked for wallpapers of hot celebrities.

I searched for the lyrics to 'Little Things' by Colbie Caillat.

I searched Demie's blog for pictures from last night.

I attempted to sleep but failed.

And now, I'm doing- THIS.

...

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a deep, thoughtful, down to earth person. You don't put much stock in appearances. You are never superficial or flippant. You take time in life to study, learn, and get to know people well. You inner demon is laziness. You can get so caught up in your own world that you neglect everything around you. People think you're cute because you're intelligent. Your wit and wisdom are charming.

You Are a Lemon Poppy Seed Muffin

You are smart, sophisticated, and savvy. You love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends. You are curious about the world and tend to have many interests. You also are very talented. It sometimes seems like you are good at everything. You are very social and inclusive. You'll be friends with anyone. Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob.

You Are 59% Perfectionist

No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect. Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!

What Your Love of Gummi Bears Says About You

You are a total goofball. You can't help but be silly most of the time. In your opinion, life is way too short to be taken all that seriously. You love playing pranks and telling jokes. You live to make people laugh. You the type most likely to play with your food before you eat it.

You Are Candy Corn

Your Halloween personality is whimsical, colorful, and creative. You see Halloween as a time to get your creative juices flowing. Each year, Halloween can't start soon enough for you. You tend to go all out for Halloween. You decorate like crazy and always dress up.

You Keep Things Chill

For you, the whole adrenaline thing is totally over rated. You'll take safety over an emergency room trip. You save thrills for other people. You even get a little sick thinking about skydiving or bungee jumping. This doesn't mean you don't break out of your comfort zone. You just don't stray too far from it. Your idea of a thrill is traveling to a new city that's totally safe ... or trying out a new restaurant.

Oh oh, this one is funny. The title of this quiz is, WHAT PICK UP LINE WILL GET YOU A MAN.

And this is my result. Nyahaha :D

Your Pick Up Line Is

See my friend over there? She wants to know if you think I'm cute. Your Pickup Line Is Hey... I might not be the cutest one here... but I am the only one talking to you.

There were two different quizzes of nearly the same. So yeah. 

Funny pick up lines for a girl, don't you think?

Hmm, whether I'd use them someday is beyond me right now.

More to go!

God, I need to get a life.

You Should Spend Your Summer in the City

You're a trooper, and the summer heat doesn't really get to you. So you rather stay in the city, where you can sip iced lattes and go to midnight movies. Forget the beach! You rather be where the good restaurants and stores are. Your Makeup Look Is Punk Glam Eyes You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour!

Okay, okay. I'm done. You can stop whining and complaining now.

That's what you get for being stuck at home the whole day and not being able to sleep even though you're extremely and insanely tired and exhausted from four freakin' hours of ballet and only less than seven hours of sleep the previous night. Okay, I'll stop now. :D

xx. Love you all.